Because of you

Today i woke up late almost 10am and when i opened my eyes i don’t know why but i feel so down. I didn’t want to wake up i just wanted to stay in bed.

And suddenly　I realized when I looked out the window and saw the blue sky…..and said to myself

“haaaaa another morning has come …..haaaaa im 30 years old and what am I doing?????”

Felt so lonely …then I woke up lit my cigarette and looked at the sky again and suddenly remembered

I have to make mothers OBENTO…then I was busy a bit

Then lunch time came, sent mama the OBENTO.

I opened the window looked around and that’s when I saw you. I have seen you several times from a far. Even just looking at you from a far I felt I know you. Today, you shined like the sun made me smile and for a moment saw your face and you looked sad and I don’t know why but I cried its seems I doing it for you.

Then suddenly you sat down made a sigh and then smiled and I smiled with you as well

I wander what happened but

Seeing you today somehow made my day shine just like the sun…shining so brightly at your face.

Don’t know what happened but seems your ok..

Then said to myself I’ll be ok too..

Because of you I feel I could go on for the day even though I have not decided yet what to do with my life..

As for now I’m ok

Thanks for the courage.