Play me

Saw you again today as I waited in one empty lonely room

So excited to see you in my mind

“I want to see you ”

Then you came so calmly cool as usual and so very sexy

In a black and red long sleeve, with a very fashionable black scarf.

Leather black jeans which made you look sexy even more.

That’s when you looked at me and smiled

With this smile, made me melt like an ice cream under the heat of the sun.

Then you move closely toward me and reach out and held my hand

That’s when you start stroking me

Listening closely to the sound I made

Hearing me …and you wanted to tease more

This time stroking me harder that made me cry out more and this made you so heat up

Touching me from top to bottom but mostly in my middle part

Which allows me to give of sounds that would make others go mad as well.

So hot caressing me even more until to the point

When both of us become so hot

I cried so hard for you

Then came

The end came

Smile on your face shows content.

And that’s when you left me to rest and said

“That was great! Made good music today

Let’s play again tomorrow”

“Sure will be happily and silently waiting for you” said miss electric guitar.

Because of you

Today i woke up late almost 10am and when i opened my eyes i don’t know why but i feel so down. I didn’t want to wake up i just wanted to stay in bed.

And suddenly　I realized when I looked out the window and saw the blue sky…..and said to myself

“haaaaa another morning has come …..haaaaa im 30 years old and what am I doing?????”

Felt so lonely …then I woke up lit my cigarette and looked at the sky again and suddenly remembered

I have to make mothers OBENTO…then I was busy a bit

Then lunch time came, sent mama the OBENTO.

I opened the window looked around and that’s when I saw you. I have seen you several times from a far. Even just looking at you from a far I felt I know you. Today, you shined like the sun made me smile and for a moment saw your face and you looked sad and I don’t know why but I cried its seems I doing it for you.

Then suddenly you sat down made a sigh and then smiled and I smiled with you as well

I wander what happened but

Seeing you today somehow made my day shine just like the sun…shining so brightly at your face.

Don’t know what happened but seems your ok..

Then said to myself I’ll be ok too..

Because of you I feel I could go on for the day even though I have not decided yet what to do with my life..

As for now I’m ok

Thanks for the courage.